a question

It came up to ma mind today ....
Why ??
Why do I keep giving unconditional love ?
Why do I keep helping and giving all the time ?
Sometimes I wait for someone to help ....but in vain
Sometimes I feel I need to be loved the way I love ...but in vain

I had that question before with her...
This time it is a different issue , yet the same question !!

Why can't I find what I am seeking ??!!!

DE PROFUNDUS CLEMO AD TE DOMINE