haunted...

I am haunted by her...
I see her everywhere , she pops up in all ma thoughts

"Remember that scene from that movie (Hunchback of Notre Dame) when she was praying in the church and the sunlight was reflecting from the stained glass...." he said
The only scene I got imagine is her photo...in the same position !!

Going through some old documents n stuff ....I found something
A CD cover that designed for a DVD holding some of her favorite movies ...
It was intended to be a gift...a gift that found its place in ma stuff n never reached her !!!

I am asking myself a question that I can't answer these days !!
"What if she is back ??!!
Am I ready for this relation ??!!
Why am I fighting for someone that doesn't consider many among the priorities ??!!
What do I mean for her now??
What is her place in my heart ??!!
Is she the one that God had chosen for me ??!!"