I couldn't answer

"What is wrong with you ?!" he asked..
"Do you need to love or what ??!!"
I couldn't answer...
Do I need to love or to be loved ?!!

I hate that...

I hate being attached to someone...
Getting close to someone and caring for him/her...
Knowing their secrets and the details of their daily life...
I hate when it comes over my nerves...
I hate when someone "grabs" me into his/her life then act normally ...
Increasing the intimacy level predicts danger in that relation...
I suffered it before , am suffering now and I know it will never end...!!
Differenet persons , different stories yet same case...being attached..

I need to get detached from them...

Back...

Seems like I have to come back to blogging
There have been many times when I had something to write
But
I stopped the thoughts from transforming to words
I held back the fingers from typing..
"What change will it make?!!"
"What is so interesting in soulless thoughts of a thoughtless soul ??!!!!"

Today I have so many confused meanings in my mind
"Value : what is the value of oneself "
"Work life balance: .............."
"Relations : well I definitely need to set rules defining such a word !!"
"Faith : how to put faith in practice ??!"
"Trust: Do I really trust Him , His plan ??!!!!"
"Knowledge: "For in much wisdom[is] much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow." Ecclesiastes


Definitely this is not the best phase in my life