+ “It was once said that one needs three things; something to do , something to look forward to and someone to love” Anonymous
+ Dreams I: It is the act of combining various scenes from the day , names , places , persons and put them together in an illogical place , illogical story and illogical time where all these are generated in the darkest hours of the night….when you are at your weakest point.
+ Dreams II: when you lay awake waiting for your nightmare knowing it will come..
When you avoid sleeping to run away from your next death!!
Dreams where I have accidents, I am a target of assassins, I am a murderer and a fugitive,…
+ “Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.”
+Revenge : when find that there is a seed of hatred planted and getting its roots deep down and you stand in wonder how did it reach the soil of your heart …
When you think of nothing other than revenge …
Once I asked my self “ Why do I need to get even with him ??!!” ….it is strange because it didn’t happen before…last time it was not like that .
The only reason was .....
+ Major Depressive disorder : a mental disorder characterized by an all-encompassing low mood accompanied by low self-esteem, and loss of interest or pleasure in normally enjoyable activities.
Some accompanying symptoms: IBS, back pain …
I believe time has come to see a therapist….
+ Why on earth can’t I just let go of "her" ?
Why is it difficult?
Why am I so hanging so much to an illusion that will never come to land of reality ?!!
+I don't want to be like him
I don't want to grow old alone....with success....with money ....BUT Alone ......
+I saw her....It was that day when I saw her
What has changed ?!
