A Prayer

A prayer

To all the people who have seen the light

To all the people whom the light touched their soul

To all the people who seek freedom...

To all the people who seek truth..

To all the people who are bounded by relations, culture, environment that put them in chains

To all those whom You touched...

To all those whom You revealed Yourself to...

To all those waiting for a new day...a new start...

To all those hoping in You and Your promise..

In Your name...I pray.....

Dedicated to you....

In the presence of God

Well I first intended to write this down after the series of amazing services with PTL where I experienced deeply the presence of the Lord ...
For some reason or another I faded down and was slipping into a pit of spiritual laziness
Then I felt as if God is wakin me up ...first through the blog of a fellow missionary brother then through watchin F Anthony sermon on 2008 theme ...which was about Revival through praise ..then talkin with a friend about the theme of the next service in the choir and
suggesting to have it about praise !!

Revival comes through experiencing the presence of God...The feeling that comes when you know you are standing before the throne...you are talking to Him ...
What else do you need when you are in His presence ?!!
"In Your presence is fullness of joy;At Your right hand are pleasures forevermore." Psalm16:11
Presence of God comes in praising God !!"But You are holy Enthroned in the praises of Israel" Psalm 22:3
God silences the angels jus to hear our praise..!!
I will praise you ...
For I have seen you I will praise you and ma praise shall never cease !!
For I have seen Your hand..I will praise you in the storm..!!

There she sat....

Alone she sat ...
Drinking and smoking she sat ..
Burdened she sat ...
"Maybe she drinks to forget how her guy treated her !!!" a
friend commented

She may seem as a whore from the outside
But ...
She is a soul from the inside ...
A soul that needs care and love
She finds noone to speak to
She grabs a conversation with the bartender...
She needs someone to listen to her
All she needs is an open heart !!
All she needs is some true care and love
This time she is willing to pay not get paid !!
She needs something true out of all the illusion she lives
in !!

In the subway

In the subway

Faces , emotions , thoughts
Going through the faces in the subway , searching
People unsatisfied , arguing , fighting
The usual smile that used to exist before is not there
The kindness is gone
That woman is sad , that man is arguing on the phone , that guy is thinking deeply about his life and problems ...
People can't get rid of their problems
They drown in the life of burdens
They don't have a Savior

no...
They don't know they have a savior
Even those who know they have a savior , those called by his name , christians ...
They don't feel it
They don't use this fact
I couldn't find 1 smile on anyface ...all faces are troubled and burdened
I wanted to scream
People... WE HAVE A SAVIOR.....He was born for us , He came to take that is ours and give us that is His ...

But...
Who can show them the light if the light bearers turned it to darkness ??
Both became equal , normal
You can't differentiate between light and darkness
All are the same ...
All that , in the subway

The Heart of a stranger...

The Heart of a stranger....
The heart that can't feel any joy or happiness in a happy day ..
A heart of a stranger...
Feeling lonely and strange most of the time , searchin for the way ...

What is my vision , what is my dream
Away I stray , seeking a beam ...

well 'am not so much in writing things that sound like poets or so..but this one jus came like that !!

Really that's what I feel these days..
The heart of a stranger...
Maybe after when I heard about them , and she being in town....it brough back some memories...
The eternal everlasting question....Will I ever find ma soulmate ?!!
I know that since the day I agreed to gamble with God I agreed to leave Him everythin, and when I say everything I mean literally everything...
Dunno why when this return back to kenya issue popped up and ma trip was cancelled and then I heard about them...dunno
I know that 'am human and that 'am weak...so please don leave me like that
Please I need to know why 'am I here know in this country ???!!!
What is ma mission in this place this time ???!!!
getting somehow confused in here !!



...,and they told Him " Tell us about Africa..."
He looked towards the east and said : " Africa is the deepest core in your hearts..
it's that longing feeling that makes you wake up at
dawn to live the new hope "
"Africa is a desire inside of you that was neither
finished nor completed , but still remains till now...a virgin"

From the book : The African Prophet - Mina Guirguis