Vacuum....

The nothingness inside of me
The vacuum am living in
The emptiness surrounding me

So hollow inside …

I can’t feel it anymore
Can’t feel love , peace , happiness
All these emotions that I used to know ….
I can’t feel anything anymore
“Can’t find yourself…lost in your life “ ….Evanescence

Everybody’s fool …
That’s me in the mean time
Doing total nothing other than pleasing people
I can’t find someone to trust
I can’t someone whom I can feel comfortable and peaceful in his presence

I need it so much …
I need a big hug from someone who really loves me for the sake of being me
Who loves me from the bottom of his heart!!!
Who really cares for me
Who love me real love
Whom I can trust
Who can take me out to the real world …outta that vacuum