Confusion

It’s so confusing…
When you are the one who make the decision…
BUT
Who told you that you are the one who make the decision??
It’s His choice..

I can’t see any omens or signs
Have I gone blind…?
Have I gone mad …?
Maybe...

So strange that this happened for more than once n with me
So strange how things work out
Is it that difficult for You??
Are you preparing something for me??
Are You jus leaving me like that for a while??

“Who said God doesn’t have a sense of Humor??!!”