Lost Dreams...

I lost ma dreams …literally…
I don’t dream anymore when I sleep
I don’t like that
This is not a good sign…
I can’t remember anything…
When I remember …all I can remember is me falling…
Or worse…I cant remember any details about the dream …
BUT….I can remember it as an overall very bad dream, which makes it worse!!!
I am losing myself …

What if all that around me are just illusions that ma mind made up?
She doesn’t exist, they doesn’t exist…
Am I making up happiness or does it really exist?
The thin line between reality and no reality